There is a focus on the things which have passed, not because I wish to remain there but because even through all my searching I wasn't even sure what I was supposed to be looking at.

Then last summer/autumn I started at the college place and felt like I had my teenage phase of life a second time around, different to the one I had when I actually was a teenager.

The whole experience brought a lot of things together and made other things make sense. Ruth helped me get to the heart of certain things.

On Monday I start at the university place. He gave me Jack to go on adventures with :)